“Spirituality” (2023)
Art Intervention: Open Studio Approach.
I love Pat Allen’s (2016) open studio directive, which includes setting an intention, making art, and witness writing. I also love the concept of asking the art what it wants, needs, or is trying to say.
Intention: I connect to my spirituality and listen to what it wants to say.
Making Art: I felt compelled to work within the digital medium for this piece because of the spiritual element inherent in my intention. I thought I could better convey spiritual energy and make it more personal with photos rather than paint. As I layered in a self-portrait, my deceased kitty Astrid, and cosmic elements, I began to feel cosmic energy shifting from within to the artwork. I listened to a calming playlist as I worked. During the process, I entered a significant flow state and lost all track of time. Once I finished, I realized I was late for lunch and hadn’t even noticed my hunger. When I felt stuck, I asked the image what it needed and what it was trying to say. Each time, it seemed just the right answer came to me, and I made the appropriate adjustments. When I felt stuck, I was somatically dissatisfied with the work in my upper stomach area. However, I felt a sense of peace in my chest when I made corrections.
Witness Writing: I like this piece and feel good when I look at it. My self-portrait across the cosmic background makes me feel like I am part of the image and that it is part of me. While I’m not religious, adding a church window that I photographed several years ago makes me feel like the image holds a rare glimpse into the cosmic realm. The photo of my deceased kitty, Astrid, brings me feelings of mystery, spirituality, and comfort in her energy. Her passing shifted my spiritual perspective as she died in my arms, and when she did, I felt a small ball of loving, playful energy hover in front of me before moving on. I couldn’t really explain it, nor had I ever felt anything like it. The birds in the sky extend the playfulness, as they are more child-like in style and speak to me of the child-like wonder and belief in more magical things that I lost somewhere along the way into adulthood. I’m happy with this image, and I like looking at it. I find it rather inspiring.
© Steph Guillén
References:
Allen, P. (2016). Art Making as a Spiritual Path. In J.A. Rubin (Ed.) Approaches to art therapy: Theory & technique (3rd Ed.). New York, NY: Routledge.